[Verse 1: Skam] Look at me now I'm at this crossroad, don't know how to cross though Don't even know if I wanna cross yo I'm at a point in my life where nothing is certain And I gotta think before I act Think about every move I'mma make, every move could be the last, and the last could be a mistake I'm suicidal, living in my own misery without company I gotta think fast, do I pull over the trigger Or do I step away once again, I've been here before and I probably stand here again Ever since I've given up, people help me back up But I don't wanna stand up, help me, I'm giving up But I don't want no help, I do this by myself But don't believe me when I say it Everythings gonna be just fine, quit lying to myself What's coming after that, cus [Chorus: Emile Sandé] 'Cause when you've given up When no matter what you do it's never good enough When you never thought that it could ever get this tough Thats when you feel my kind of love (x2) [Verse 2: Skam] Home is where you find peace That's why I wanna drink myself to sleep All my life I wanted nothing but compliments Now I rather sit at home, drinking six bottles of vodka and lose consciousness Pa** out on the floor every night, hoping I'll never wake up again, Cus I live in a nightmare, living off well-fare Got two jobs to pay the rent, stuck on a sh**ty job I don't wanna live my life like this, in a lie like this I wanna sleep tight in nights like this, f** a life like this Everythings going wrong, thinking bout words for the song And think about what heaven's like, or should I go to hell Damn, thought I heard my mother yell, but I haven't heard her voice in awhile, "Damn son, another F you ain't gonna be successful" But I'mma be a rapper so f** it! [Chorus: Emile Sandé] 'Cause when you've given up When no matter what you do it's never good enough When you never thought that it could ever get this tough Thats when you feel my kind of love (x2)