Employed To Serve - I Spend My Days (Wishing Them Away) lyrics

When I look to the future it's no good because it's out of focus Taking comfort from the past, is what I do when I'm feeling helpless I'm all for staying positive but there's something standing in the way Repetition of the dullest form, I can feel my life eroding Tunnel vision This sick paranoia I spend my days wishing them away Strangest feeling, my life has turned to grey I spend my days wishing them away When I sleep I don't really sleep I just lay there staring at my eye lids I don't know what I want to do today or for the rest of my life Tunnel vision This sick paranoia I spend my days wishing them away Strangest feeling my life has turned to grey I spend my days wishing them away Today Today is just a reflection Of yesterday Mirrored Reflection