[Verse 1: Babyboy] b**h who you playing getting dick I'm out slaving My heart is raging feeling all this time is wasted My friends tell me slow it down n***a just be patient You tried to make me a problem in this whole equation How dare you say the things you did and show others with actions Got me drinking drowning my emotions from the acting You slackin' and these head shots are adding Mentally not where I wanna be cause you aborted me I don't mean to hit you, I don't But sh** I'm going crazy you don't Care every time it happen you repeat Saying that you love me from underneath some sheets It ain't easy being me A life as a celebrity is more than heavenly But damn, I invested everything I had Now you seeing me is something that you wish you never had [Chorus: LaDiamondBlue] The bottles, doing things I never done The bottles, I can't tell my up from down The bottles, can you let go of it now My hand is holding on to something That I can't let go [Verse 2: Docman] Why you always hit me Always yelling, always talking bout I'm never right Always talking bout I cheat when I'm not complete Cause every week I see you with that bottle taking flight This is pain and its deep and I feel like crying Cause that 40 ounce bottle has our love dying What happen to the talks that you would never hurt me You was telling the truth but that drink was lying I sit and take the pain when really I can leave When really I can find another one to make me see The life that I been missing, the kisses from some lips That ain't filled with alcohol and all that other sh**. at night watching movies of a perfect couple A beautiful woman clinching her mans muscles No worry of getting hit by a fist to the heart We both play our part [Chorus: LaDiamondBlue] The bottles, doing things I never done The bottles, I can't tell my up from down The bottles, can you let go of it now My hand is holding on to something That I can't let go [Verse 3: JK] It's hard as hell, its hard as hell Will these n***az get over me? It's hard to tell Picture this. You tryna get a kiss And all of a sudden me going down your esophagus Now you turning and now I'm burning And now your yearning for a little touch of heaven but your closer to the curtain Closing got you so open, That's probably why they prefer me over smoking You better get with it while your still living And get closer to heaven while you still feel it Got to k** em, cause deep inside they want to love I try to get through to em, but it just aint enough And all this yelling got my head hurting and still searching for ways Working on a different path but still lurking in this version Got these n***az acting like some alcohol virgins So I'm bout to come in and do work like a brain surgeon I know they feel love And even though it aint real love it's still love He start reaching for me and she tryna take me away from him He like im tired of all this jealousy and hate woman And now she yelling back they off track He like just get back, just get back And now that at it again Damn, hold on, my head hurt