It's been ten years, ten years of this I loved you truely but you always disguised what you felt If it's true well baby let it show Don't go wasting no more time on the circus sideshow When you come round are you just checking to see that I'm still here? That I survived your cruelty Just checking that I'm still alive. Just checking that I survived Just checking that I'm still alive. Just checking that I survived your cruelty Are you gonna torture me some more or, or set me free? It seems like freedom is a rumour that I never see Cos I've been shackled to you for so long, tied up and it's all gone wrong Just checking in to see that I'm still alive Just checking that I survived your recent cruelty. Yeah I'm alive Yeah I'm alive Oh I survived, oh I'm alive Oh I survived, yeah I'm alive Oh I survived your cruelty Oh I survived your cruelty so you thought you would check back and see I'm still alive Oh I survived your cruelty Oh I survived your cruelty and so you thought you would check back that I'm still alive I'm alive I'm alive And I survived your cruelty, oh you wanted to see if I was still alive after all you've done to me I'm still holding on