Emirsian - So Near lyrics

Sometimes I feel like I wanna leave this place To seek and hide You may say every day Where will he stay tonight I could be even here I know I should be so near My worst fear Please give me a second chance The first one counts as a faked romance I fell deep down The first time you were around Now I just sit on the ground in your way I could be even here I know I should be so near My worst fear….my worst fear…….goes by Over and over…again Old pictures open in my head The day darkens down and goes away It will never be the same again