Eminem - Talkin' 2 Myself lyrics

[Intro:] Ayo Before I start this song man I just want to thank everybody for being so patient And bearing with me over these last couple of years While I figure this sh** out [Chorus: Kobe] Is anybody out there? It feels like I'm talkin to myself No one seems to know my struggle And everything I come from Can anybody hear me? I guess I keep talkin to myself It feels like I'm going insane Am I the one who's crazy? Yeayah Woah wah Woah wah (oh oh oh oh oh) Woah wah Woah wah (oh oh oh oh oh oh oh oh) [Bridge: Eminem] So why in the world do I feel so alone Nobody but me, I'm on my own Is there anyone out there Who feels the way I feel If there is, let me hear just so I know I'm not the only one [Verse 1: Eminem] I went away I guess to open up some lanes But there was no one who even knew that I was going through growin' pains Hatred was flowing through my veins On the verge of going insane I almost made a song dissin Lil Wayne It's like I was jealous of him 'cause of the attention he was gettin' I felt horrible about myself He was spittin and I wasn't Anyone who was buzzin back then coulda got it Almost went at Kanye too God it feels like I'm goin' psychotic Thank God that I didn't do it I would've had my a** handed to me And I knew it but Proof wasn't here to see me through it I'm in the booth poppin another pill tryna talk myself into it Are you stupid? You gon' start dissin people for no reason? Especially when you can't even write a decent punchline even You're lying to yourself, you're slowly dying, you're denying Your health is declining with your self-esteem, you're crying out for help [Chorus: Kobe] [Bridge: Eminem] [Verse 2: Eminem] Marshall you're no longer the man, that's a bitter pill to swallow All I know is I'm wallowin', self-loathing and hollow Bottoms up on the pill bottle Maybe I'll hit my bottom tomorrow My sorrow echoes in this hall though But I must be talkin to the wall though I don't see nobody else (I guess I keep talkin to myself) But all these other rappers s** is all that I know I've turned into a hater, I've put up a false bravado But Marshall is not a egomaniac that's not his motto He's not a desperado he's desperate, it's starting to bottle inside 'em One foot on the brake one on the throttle Fallin asleep with writers block in the parking lot of McDonald's But instead of feeling sorry for yourself do something about it Admit you got a problem you brain is clouded you pouted long enough It isn't them it's you you f**in baby Quit worrying about what they do and do shady I'm f**ing going crazy [Chorus: Kobe] [Bridge: Eminem] [Verse 3: Eminem] So I pick myself off the ground and f**in swam 'fore I drowned Hit my bottom so hard I bounced twice suffice this time around It's different them last two albums didn't count Encore I was on d**, Relapse I was flushing em out I've come to make it up to you no more f**ing around I've got something to prove to fans cause I feel like I've let em down So please accept my apology I finally feel like I'm back to normal I feel like me again, let me formally reintroduce myself to you for those of you who don't know The new me's back to the old me and homie I don't show no Signs of slowin up, pullin up, blowin up, all over My life is no longer a movie but the show ain't over h*mos I'm back with a vengeance, homie, Weezy keep ya head up, T.I., keep ya head up, Kanye, keep ya head up, Don't let up, keep slayin em Rest in Peace to DJ AM Cause I know what it's like I struggle with this sh** every single day [Chorus: Kobe] [Bridge: Eminem] [Talking: Eminem] So there it is (there it is) Damn It feels like I just woke up or something I guess I just... forgot who the f** I was man Ay yo And to anybody who thought about going there, it was never nothing personal, some sh** I was going through And to everybody else... I'm back! (I'm back) haha