Eminem - Farewell lyrics

[Chorus Eminem] I don't wanna say goodbye But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like All I wanna do is cry Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight [Verse 1: Eminem] Farewell miss I know that you can care less But I'm sorry for everything I was careless But I need you to know that I love you so much And I've been drinking myself to sleep my soul's crushed A couple more shots I know I'm gonna go nuts I can't deal with the fact you left me with no crutch I was in love with you how could you do this to me Actually I did this to myself, what a tragedy! And now what do I do? Where do I go? Cause everywhere I go I see your face It's hard starting over Trying to find another shoulder To lean on I feel like my whole life just got peed on They say time heals but dammit I wanna stop time and feel this pain As crazy as it sounds to me it's sane And I like it, why? cause I feel like we're still united In some weird way I don't wanna fight it [Chorus: Eminem] I don't wanna say goodbye But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like All I wanna do is cry Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight [Verse 2: Eminem] I wrote you the other day and you didn't write back! It's like that!? after all the crap we been through!? I can't believe you! I know I f**ed up! But look within you and find some love and stop being stuck up! You keep sending me to voicemail! I'm annoyed, hell!, sh** you could at least sent a text But you're probably busy kissing someone else's lips While I'm sitting here cleaning my shoes from this sh**! You're hard headed a sharp headache I need help call a medic I just cut myself, yeah, I did it Without you I'm nothing don't you get it!? Every time that I said I loved you I meant it! You turn and tell me you hate me and regret that We ever met, I can't believe you just said that You're so cold you just hit me so low I can't take this no more, so hit the road [Chorus: Eminem] I don't wanna say goodbye But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like All I wanna do is cry Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight [Bridge: Eminem] Some things just don't seem the way they do One day you tell me I love you and only you I wake up to find out it was a dream You're telling me you hate me, you're leaving me People change everything changes We go from best friends then become strangers We go from seeing each other everyday then Farewell to never seeing your face again [Verse 3: Eminem] I can't get you outta of my head So I'm out of bed at 4 in the morning Wishing I was dead But for some odd reason I can't do it For some reason I needed to write What's on my mind and what's going through it Cause if I don't I'll probably suffocate Why do you have so much hate Towards me you need some loving babe God I f**ing love you I hate myself For falling in love with you Just to find out all I did was trouble you My heart is aching I'm medicated I tried meditating But nothing works I don't even feel sedated I wish you could feel what I feel for one second I reckon you would jump out your window bare naked f** humiliation, you do anything to get me back Opinions wouldn't matter what they thought in fact You would tell everyone to f** themselves good And do everything to have me if you could [Chorus: Eminem] I don't wanna say goodbye But sometimes things just don't go as we'd like All I wanna do is cry Say my farewells, pack up and leave tonight