Emily Sprague - There Was a Door lyrics

Slipping through the elevator doors well aware That- that- that the man could be already there Will he look? Must I always come and go in distress? I forget I can't escape behind the shape of my chest And as a matter of fact Either way I serve it I am bound to a trap Of two determined landscapes So I'm bound to attack like a river: Reflect, disconnect, deliver All I've wanted for the place I live Is the same for this vessel I'm in A body of water, whole, alone, and free Feeling nothing, it will pool inside of me Resting my hands after I fought To resurrect what I forgot New hands appeared before my eyes To move the dirt again I just keep coming out to myself I just keep coming out to myself It just keeps coming I just keep coming out to myself I just keep coming out to myself It just keeps coming I just keep coming out to myself I just keep coming out to myself It just keeps coming I just keep coming out to myself I just keep coming out to myself It just keeps coming How suddenly there was a door Now, when I look in the mirror It's not as hard to tell myself The good things that I want to hear But the problem slips from foul lips And the misunderstanding of an ownership Family doesn't mean you can touch And “just joking” is not a reason enough for me to Not bite but be polite And if you don't see it coming Then you better think twice All I've wanted for the place I live Is respect for this vessel I'm in A body of water, wild, immense, untamed Teach me how to be unseen as something to claim Just when I thought I had run into a standstill How suddenly there was a door (If you don't want it, you can reset it) Here it comes, a current Can you feel it rushing through (If you don't want it, you can reset it) Despite all its power, I've learned it's best To shut my mouth and yet (If you don't want it, you can reset it) The pressure will come Enough with exposition (If you don't want it, you can reset it) Get to the heart of it, no matter What you started with I just keep coming out to myself I just keep coming out to myself It just keeps coming I just keep coming out to myself I just keep coming out to myself It just keeps coming I just keep coming out to myself I just keep coming out to myself It just keeps coming I just keep coming out to myself I just keep coming out to myself It just keeps coming