Emily Plazek - Finally Not Sorry lyrics

What did I do wrong now? Must have been my fault, somehow I'm sorry, forgive me Your eyes are speaking for you, I'm blind-guessing your thoughts, too Please help me, speak to me I know how you taste, I know how you sound, your profile view, no one else around I couldn't lose you now But all of this time I taught you to see, conditioned you by always saying sorry But in reality the fault was never on me Never on me I summoned the courage and you came for the ride I opened up, let you in and oh, you came inside I heard you enjoy my every move but when it ended nothing came back from you What was I thinking? So finally I'm not sorry Guilt waterboarding me, the fear you'll be unhappy I'm sorry, forgive me For years I forgot myself, for you my heart burned in hell Please help me, speak to me I summoned the courage and you came for the ride I opened up, let you in and oh, you came inside I heard you enjoy my every move but when it ended nothing came back from you What was I thinking? So finally I'm not sorry Remember how I waited so patiently? So consumed by my own sorry empathy? I wasn't a fool, I was just too loving More than a fooled up heart like yours could ever be And even now it hurts me to let you go My dear friend, I only tried to hold you close How can this goodbye be the only way to love you After all those years that I tried? Those years that pa**ed by? I summoned the courage and you came for the ride I opened up, let you in and oh, you came inside I heard you enjoy my every move but when it ended nothing came back from you What was I thinking? So finally I'm not sorry So finally I'm not sorry Finally I'm not sorry