Emily Lazar - Spay Me lyrics

I f**ed someone with words, broke a promise You forgave but you won't forget I pray the day will come, when you see I was numb Till you burned me with your cigarette But each fight leaves my vocal chords shattered I sing with my gums spiked with gla** I pray and I beg like a dog Hump your leg till you spay my sorry, broke a** Singing: Why do you, always have to push me far away from you? All I want is to stay with you So naive, each time you leave, I always still believe in you Know that I'm holding you down Now you're out on the town The courage you found is spitting in spite of me Leaving me dead on the ground Cater to me or punch myself until my face is blue Later you'll be just as sorry as me for the things you do If I'm an arrogant prick sh**ting out heart attacks Then you're the queen of the dammed: feelingless, devoid of tact Hey I'm the crazy one here! I'm dying of a deep regret But I can't stand these nights I've spend alone, awake, begging Tearing my face apart like cheap leggings I'm sorry my love, I'm gone You keep egging this on What did I just do? Pack my sh** up and go, I'm getting wasted Pack my sh** up and go, I'm gonna face this What did I just do?