Emily Kinney - Back on Love lyrics

I am so confused I don't know what's up or down Should I leave or stick around? Am I lost or am I found? He's throwin' wisdom like a poet Throwin' tantrums like a child But when he holds my hand My pulse runs red and wild I was a fighter for my freedom Now a fool for his touch He is a nightcap, a bunch buzz, and I'm a lush (Chorus) Next to the nightstand I'm taking every pill he's got My head, my heart, my throat, my lungs My stomach all in a knot I swore off suitors and the never-ending, needless d** I learned my lesson and I thought, "Yeah, I've had enough" But I'm back on love Back on love And I'm losing time, losing weight I'm a loser for this man I've been lost since our first date He is a tight-rope talker, I can't balance at all He says it's fascinating watching me tip-toe and crawl He says my ex-boyfriend's boring, he says the moon is the sun He says anxiety can be the source of lots of fun My best friend made a list of ways his love is off-track But I don't give a sh**, and I refuse to call that b**h back He might be messin' in New York He might be messin' with my head But I'll do anything to keep him messin' in my bed (Chorus) I've got witches wavin' in my windows Sky high, I cry, and swear to quit I've got witches wavin' in my windows Sky high, I cry, and swear to quit I've got witches wavin' in my windows Sky high, I cry, and swear to quit He calls me up He calls me "moonlight" I'm pulling up to Pacsam for one more hit (Chorus) Back on love Back on love (Repeat to end)