Emile Haynie - Kurt Kobain lyrics

[Intro] This my last letter right here f** this world Let's get the f** outta here [Verse 1] I put my soul through the ink Bless a pad with thoughts, add my faults, before I grow extinct My back-bone disowned by zone Why roam? Called home, but now on I'm all alone Just Proof, no Shyne, no friends, just fans No wonder my hands tight where the Internet ends I take back most of the flack The stress smokes press me close to the crack Like my pops, the ghost of my past Thyme and Mudd, Jay Dee and Stuckey Lately I'm lucky, I don't hate me to touch me Maybe I'm ugly inside, but smiling to make it I love y'all, dawg, and that's however you take it The fame is an illusion, I'm still losin' In this game, with the rules and I feel clueless The streets with the hills blueless Cops knocking at the door, got me looking real foolish But I still do this, like I love it Even though I thug it, keep flossing lights in public The subject y'all don't know Stars won't grow, wounded dreams with scars to show Minus the MTV videos with Slim "Up in Smoke", D-12, and many shows with Em It's still me, dawg, no change for change It's strange, when it pours it rains; I take it back… [Hook] I wish I could take it back I wish I could take it back, but it's too late I wish I could take it back I wish I could take it back, but it's too late [Verse 2] Always talking to Snook, hoping he speak back Wishing my first son was here to reach at Feeling detached; my brother Earl, and Wayne That bail money for jail, y'all can keep that I've been deep before, ask Stillman My heart's meltin', tell the truth I need help, man My heart's big, but my sins bigger f** the world, I don't feel like I can win, n***as It's like I'm lost and I find only demons I wanna quit, it's like I'm tired of breathin' So my stress confess to a famous song Em, I love you; don't let this money change us, dawg 1st Born, when I'm gone, grab the sign Leave Naeem with the cream and his mom And dear Mama, I used to hate you, now I relate to Everything you did to make Proof; I love you! Take it back… [Hook] I wish I could take it back I wish I could take it back, but it's too late I wish I could take it back I wish I could take it back, but it's too late [Verse 3] All y'all see is Free from 106 and Park Y'all don't know I risk my heart with this apart From the streets, the groups, the friends, the foes The j**els, the dick lickers and the hoes What about me? Sheltered with no guidance Look at the finest, royal highness on some hot sh** Still living with the liquor and bud Sometimes I wish for my demise, so I can kick it with Bugz I wish it was real between us all In the past, you should've seen us, dawg I'd die for Em and save Hailie, brave maybe But just let them tears roll off my grave, Shady Kuniva and Swift, how live does it get? I meant to teach y'all n***as to survive in this b**h If we die to be rich, that makes me happy And on another note, sh**, don't hate me, Pappy It's just that we look the same; you let the game take you Your son came along and took the game Since I took my own life, y'all feel a k**er for sho' Bizarre, on the real, you the realest n***a I know Strapping and busting ain't real, just tell your mans the truth And that's why you've always been friends with Proof Answer to all, I've always lied with truth And before I pull the trigger, Denaun, I'm proud of you [Outro] Listen… LISTEN… Love… k**ed me Love… Love… k**ed… me Love… k**ed… me