Emergency Gate - The Green Mile lyrics

I've been down just for a while Close my eyes and I am far away So far away from myself Take a breath and realize I'm too weak and hiding far away Far away behind my mask Am I forsaken? Am I a coward? Am I a laughter? All I ever wanted is no more pain Just a little more brave Oh, blame, let me be the one... Have you ever known what it's like to be? To bury all mistakes and prejudices And when I exceed the line I admit I've lost control No amnesty for daunting and frightening you again Reprieve me before I'm adjudged And save me before I fall I know I'm lost Don't judge me by my masquerade Have you ever known what it's like to be? To bury all mistakes and f*ck you In this time of need you're gone It can't rain all the time I'll have to stay I'll have to die That I am sure I have no illusions of immortality I will await my d**h Long before d**h finds me I can't recall anything from yester-night Just a broken bottle right beside my empty bed My forsaken life is just a broken hell Insanity is hard to tell And when I exceed the line I admit I've lost control No amnesty for daunting and frightening you once again We each owe a d**h There are no exceptions But sometimes the green mile seems so long