Emergency Gate - In Vain lyrics

You always think I am, I am the one to bear the blame But you don't even admit you're the leader of the shame I can't tell you how much I hate you right now I hope you'll find out, someday, somehow You showed me that all my deeds where in vain I offered my life, my thoughts, my fear I walked back to the roots of this hell To freak out myself Did you ever know what's right or wrong? I wish that I could fly out of hell And from destiny's fall How could I've been so blind? Cheated from behind You've always been with her You told me you've been nowhere I gave you all I had but it seemed not to be enough 'Cause you were drunken like times before All you do is treating, treating me roughly, abject Do you feel, do you feel a belonging anymore? ...anymore? You taught me how to hate you I admit you taught me well But I'm tired of hating you How could I've been so blind? Cheated from behind You've always been with her You told me you've been nowhere You taught me how to hate you I admit you taught me well But I'm tired of hating you 'Cause I have enough of going through hell 'Cause I have enough of going through hell Of going through hell You always think I am, I am the one to bear the blame But you don't even admit you're the leader of the shame I can't tell you how much I hate you right now I hope you'll find out, someday, somehow How could I've been so blind? Cheated from behind You've always been with her You told me you've been nowhere Nowhere!