When I can't see what's real and unreal Reality but a bleak memory to me Of years in sorrow and hatred The dreams they helped me through Lifted me up from the shadows Suicide was near, but not here In a world no one can see Only for the angels and for me I escaped the truth and the lies Forced my soul to depart with my body That always was sitting by a window Gazing out into that cold and rainy street Tears in eyes because of someone lost Or maybe never found My mind was always filled with so much anger I don't carry that burden anymore I'm free of feelings, but still I care For all the ones I left behind