I am the beholder Of what the future might bring Have no longer a part in The belief of our blood divine No matter what choices I make They are now a part in my life Dark impressions surrounding my mind As they enter in my subconscious It feels like I am cursed and sentenced Banished away from this realm They stole what was left of me Rang the curfew of life I asked for answers But all I got was lies Perhaps they didnt mean it that way But still... Frightened by their presence Denied their existance for years But as my knowledge grew older I realised they have examined me piece by piece In this era of changes I cannot remember my past My dreams and memories An essenial part of me Years of struggling To figure out when they arrived I found the horrible truth In this era of changes I smell the brimstone I can see the owl They are all around me Watching every step I take My mind rejects the scenario Overwhelmed by fear Too vast for me to grip or handle My mind chooses the easy way out "They have been here for centuries, perhaps since The beginning of time, and have in silence been manipulating the genetic evolution of our breed. Documents of their presence, their part in The scientific revolution found as way back as in the time of the ancient sumerians." I can't take no more I can't handle the truth I'm losing controll I'm losing my mind In this era of changes I cannot remember my past My dreams and memories An essenial part of me Years of struggling To figure out when they arrived I found the horrible truth In this era of changes