Embodyment - She's There lyrics

i'm giving up on heart conditions and loath the days of expectation she only visits for a second and leaves a nightmare for my soul i prayed that God would end this torture but now i fear to shut my eyes but in my head she's there i kick myself,recall her name but in my head i know she wanted me but i'm alone i only dwell on formal glories relive the best days of my life but i refused to take her offer she wept and somehow found the door but in my head she's there i kick myself, recall her name but in my head i know she wanted me but i'm alone she's in my head...and i'll bring you home, clean all my mistakes what's done is done, and it goes on and on and on