I've hurt people It keeps me awake The guilt starts to seep through the parts where I break And just once I'd like to seek through it all And not be torn down By self-sabotage And I tell myself this one's different Oh Cause oh how you make love feel brilliant Oh My head's holding all theories in Hypotheticals can be poison And just once I'd like to smile through it all And not be torn down By self-sabotage And I tell myself this one's different Oh Cause oh how you make love feel brilliant Oh oh Whеn you have hurt like I have Whеn you've been hurt like have You will run as fast you can You'll run as fast as you can And just once I'd like to smile through it all And not be torn down By self-sabotage And I tell myself this one's different Oh And oh how your love makes me different