Elysium - These Bleak Enshrined Emotions lyrics

These Bleak Enshrined Emotions These bleak feelings enshrined within The clouds of the past Emotions as dead As the decaying autumn leaves Now that I have lost you To the sands of time Only pain is left When a loved one dies What is the point of going on When all I've lived for in life is gone Depression remains Manic depressive Painful existence Meaningless life Devoid of feeling What is left? I'm dead inside Let d**h take me Forging on in spite of myself Living on through self torment In losing you I've destroyed myself I'm of the grave Through all the pain I've suffered since you died Blaming myself for all that transpired My life null of positive emotion In depression I've no will to go on