I wake up in the morning and I feel it in my knees Toss and turn inside my bed And all the sh** that's in my head Kickin' and I'm screamin' that I got a disease Anything to get a fix And hurry up, let's make it quick I just wanna feel I just wanna feel I just wanna feel Something real Baby it's a problem that I can solve myself Come on man, just lend a hand Tell me what my five year plan is I know Yeah, I know Yeah, I know I have to go I have to go I have to go I have to go Now I'm stuck waiting in a parking lot again We can do this in the car Or we can do this at the bar Doesn't matter to me, I just wanna get that blend Yeah I'll take another drink And throw up in the kitchen sink Drown all the voices that are stuck in my head Tried to do the therapy But that didn't work for me Really gonna try not to overdose again Consider what I'm up against And I don't think it's gonna hurt deep Yeah, I mean Yeah, I mean Yeah, I mean I can't breathe I can't breathe I can't breathe I can't breathe I'm just gonna crawl back inside my bed I'm just gonna stay stuck inside my head And I just wish that I was dead And I just wish that I was dead I can't breathe I can't breathe I can't breathe I can't breathe I can't breathe I can't breathe