expectations weigh on me to satisfy these endless needs and I don't care, and I don't know why maybe I'm no good inside I don't care and I don't know why maybe I'm no good inside all this wasted time to see your f**ed up life become mine and all these thoughts just won't be still I bless my habit, pray to pills cause I cant be part of your life until I know how to die I cant be part of your life until I know how to die all this wasted time to see your f**ed up life become mine fake flowers begin to wilt in this house my heart had built to keep me far away from us I know I'm not brave enough keep me far away from us I'll never be brave enough all this wasted time to see your f**ed up life become mine