Ellise - Chaotic lyrics

[Verse 1] Looked in his eyes, I saw a God From the first night I knew he was dangerous, oh Arms out to hand him my love It isn't worth it, he only loves drugs Yeah, I know you're mine, I couldn't be the one to forget you Don't let me go so easily, I won't let you This evil show, you're crushing pills up in my bedroom It's evil, so we'll dance for hours in a red room [Chorus] Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets I don't want another option Lovin' him is just a little bit exhausting Kissing me like he means it, but it's caustic I don't care, I want it toxic And just a little chaotic [Verse 2] Don't wanna open my mouth He's sitting right there, but somehow my words won't come out Stay on his good side and pout Or risk the whole thing, his mood swings knock me to the ground Don't lie, you know there's nothing I can do to change you So save my time, you never wanted me to blame you I'm lost, I'm blind, su*k the life out, I won't shame you You know your crimes but you hold me, I'm your angel [Chorus] Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets I don't want another option, no, no, no Lovin' him is just a little bit exhausting Kissing me like he means it, but it's caustic I don't care, I want it toxic And just a little chaotic [Outro] Lovin' him is just a little bit chaotic Rolled up dollars, blue dust in his pockets I don't want another option