Elliott Smith - Pitseleh lyrics

I'll tell you why I don't want to know where you are I got a joke I've been dying to tell you The silent kid is looking down the barrel To make the noise that I kept so quiet I kept it from you, pitseleh I'm not what's missing from your life now I could never be the puzzle pieces They say that god makes problems just to see what you can stand Before you do as the devil pleases And give up the thing you love But no one deserves it The first time I saw you, I knew it would never last I'm not half what I wish I was I'm so angry, I don't think it'll ever pa** And I was bad news for you, just because I never meant to hurt you