Ellie Goulding - Life Round Here lyrics

[Chorus: Ellie Goulding x4] Part time love is the life round here We're never done Everything feels like touchdown on a rainy day [Verse 1: Ellie Goulding] Now we're at square one And we wait too long Til' we're at square one (We're never done) [Chorus: Ellie Goulding x2] [Verse 2: Angel Haze] I wonder how you'd feel if you were locked in my mind See you barely understand my thoughts sometimes Little bit of depth and a little bit of God Cause I swear that I be livin' in the dark sometimes And it sets in here, nobody gets let in 'Til I let my emotions out on every single page and instrumental I'm left with sh**, I wonder, will I ever really feel sh**? And if it all takes time and I ask why, will time eventually reveal this? Cause... the remedy, I'm searchin' for the remedy I'm f**ed up and my heart's just another ghost of my memory Knock real hard on real real wood Things still feel bad when they're real real good And my brain's just a vessel and I just wanna heal But the more you f**in' know, less things feel real Less things feel real, and the time shifts And my mind shifts and ain't really anyone or anything I can really vibe with Cause... I'm searchin', but I'm terrified And by the time I find what I'm lookin' for, I'll be dead inside