Elizabeth Barrett Browning - The Lay Of The Brown Rosary 2 lyrics

A bed. Onora, sleeping. Angels, but not near. First Angel. Must we stand so far, and she So very fair? Second Angel. As bodies be. First Angel. And she so mild? Second Angel. As spirits when They meeken, not to God, but men. First Angel. And she so young, that I who bring Good dreams for saintly children, might Mistake that small soft face to-night, And fetch her such a blessèd thing That at her waking she would weep For childhood lost anew in sleep. How hath she sinned? Second Angel. In bartering love; God's love for man's. First Angel. We may reprove The world for this, not only her: Let me approach to breathe away This dust o' the heart with holy air. Second Angel. Stand off! She sleeps, and did not pray. First Angel. Did none pray for her? Second Angel. Ay, a child,— Who never, praying, wept before: While, in a mother undefiled, Prayer goeth on in sleep, as true And pauseless as the pulses do. First Angel. Then I approach. Second Angel. It is not WILLED. First Angel. One word: is she redeemed? Second Angel. No more!The place is filled. [Angels vanish Evil Spirit (in a Nun's garb by the bed). Forbear that dream—forbear that dream! too near to heaven it leaned. Onora (in sleep). Nay, leave me this—but only this! 't is but a dream, sweet fiend! Evil Spirit. It is a thought. Onora (in sleep). A sleeping thought—most innocent of good: It doth the Devil no harm, sweet fiend! it cannot if it would. I say in it no holy hymn, I do no holy work, I scarcely hear the sabbath-bell that chimeth from the kirk. Evil Spirit. Forbear that dream—forbear that dream! Onora (in sleep). Nay, let me dream at least. That far-off bell, it may be took for viol at a feast: I only walk among the fields, beneath the autumn-sun, With my dead father, hand in hand, as I have often done. Evil Spirit. Forbear that dream—forbear that dream! Onora (in sleep). Nay, sweet fiend, let me go: I never more can walk with him, oh, never more but so! For they have tied my father's feet beneath the kirk-yard stone, Oh, deep and straight! oh, very straight! they move at nights alone: And then he calleth through my dreams, he calleth tenderly, "Come forth, my daughter, my beloved, and walk the fields with me!" Evil Spirit. Forbear that dream, or else disprove its pureness by a sign. Onora (in sleep). Speak on, thou shalt be satisfied, my word shall answer thine. I heard a bird which used to sing when I a child was praying, I see the poppies in the corn I used to sport away in: What shall I do—tread down the dew and pull the blossoms blowing? Or clap my wicked hands to fright the finches from the rowan? Evil Spirit. Thou shalt do something harder still. Stand up where thou dost stand Among the fields of Dreamland with thy father hand in hand, And clear and slow repeat the vow, declare its cause and kind, Which not to break, in sleep or wake thou bearest on thy mind. Onora (in sleep). I bear a vow of sinful kind, a vow for mournful cause; I vowed it deep, I vowed it strong, the spirits laughed applause: The spirits trailed along the pines low laughter like a breeze, While, high atween their swinging tops, the stars appeared to freeze. Evil Spirit. More calm and free, speak out to me why such a vow was made. Onora (in sleep). Because that God decreed my d**h and I shrank back afraid. Have patience, O dead father mine! I did not fear to die— I wish I were a young dead child and had thy company! I wish I lay beside thy feet, a buried three-year child, And wearing only a kiss of thine upon my lips that smiled! The linden-tree that covers thee might so have shadowed twain, For d**h itself I did not fear—'t is love that makes the pain: Love feareth d**h. I was no child, I was betrothed that day; I wore a troth-kiss on my lips I could not give away. How could I bear to lie content and still beneath a stone, And feel mine own betrothed go by—alas! no more mine own— Go leading by in wedding pomp some lovely lady brave, With cheeks that blushed as red as rose, while mine were white in grave? How could I bear to sit in heaven, on e'er so high a throne, And hear him say to her—to her! that else he loveth none? Though e'er so high I sate above, though e'er so low he spake, As clear as thunder I should hear the new oath he might take, That hers, forsooth, were heavenly eyes—ah me, while very dim Some heavenly eyes (indeed of heaven!) would darken down to him! Evil Spirit. Who told thee thou wast called to d**h? Onora (in sleep). I sate all night beside thee: The grey owl on the ruined wall shut both his eyes to hide thee, And ever he flapped his heavy wing all brokenly and weak, And the long gra** waved against the sky, around his gasping beak. I sate beside thee all the night, while the moonlight lay forlorn Strewn round us like a dead world's shroud in ghastly fragments torn: And through the night, and through the hush, and over the flapping wing, We heard beside the Heavenly Gate the angels murmuring: We heard them say, "Put day to day, and count the days to seven, And God will draw Onora up the golden stairs of heaven. And yet the Evil ones have leave that purpose to defer, For if she has no need of Him, He has no need of her." Evil Spirit. Speak out to me, speak bold and free. Onora (in sleep). And then I heard thee say— "I count upon my rosary brown the hours thou hast to stay! Yet God permits us Evil ones to put by that decree, Since if thou hast no need of Him, He has no need of thee: And if thou wilt forgo the sight of angels, verily Thy true love gazing on thy face shall guess what angels be; Nor bride shall pa**, save thee" ... Alas!—my father's hand's a-cold, The meadows seem ... Evil Spirit. Forbear the dream, or let the vow be told. Onora (in sleep). I vowed upon thy rosary brown, this string of antique beads, By charnel lichens overgrown, and dank among the weeds, This rosary brown which is thine own,—lost soul of buried nun! Who, lost by vow, wouldst render now all souls alike undone,— I vowed upon thy rosary brown,—and, till such vow should break, A pledge always of living days 't was hung around my neck— I vowed to thee on rosary (dead father, look not so!), I would not thank God in my weal, nor seek God in my woe. Evil Spirit. And canst thou prove ... Onora (in sleep). O love, my love! I felt him near again! I saw his steed on mountain-head, I heard it on the plain! Was this no weal for me to feel? Is greater weal than this? Yet when he came, I wept his name—and the angels heard but his. Evil Spirit. Well done, well done! Onora (in sleep). Ah me, the sun! the dreamlight 'gins to pine,— Ah me, how dread can look the Dead! Aroint thee, father mine! She starteth from slumber, she sitteth upright, And her breath comes in sobs, while she stares through the night; There is nought; the great willow, her lattice before, Large-drawn in the moon, lieth calm on the floor: But her hands tremble fast as their pulses and, free From the d**h-clasp, close over—the BROWN ROSARY.