Eliza Shaddad - The Man I Admire lyrics

I was dreaming last night of molten figures waiting by my window I was hoping you would save me from the dark Instead you hid under your pillow And I thought to myself how could you Hide your head when your house is on fire? Darling I know you feel blue But where is the man I admire? I was screaming last night at cartoon critters climbing up my curtains I was hoping you would save me from the smoke Instead you undid your shirt Oh I paused and I thought to myself Oh those demons are really whispering And they don't seem good for my health And ain’t in the mood for listening So I just came back into bed And I covered up my yellow hеad And said let's pretend wе're asleep instead And you nodded till you nodded off