Eliza Gilkyson - Looking for a Place lyrics

Strap my derriere to a padded chair I fly the air in a tin can From here to there on a wing and a prayer I don't even know where I am I'm a wanderin fool burnin fossil fuel Sending arrows into the dark But I'm just lookin for a place where I can fall apart Throw all of my junk into the Alamo trunk And I pull out into the lane Cell phone's dead there's mountains ahead I don't even slow down for the rain There was a time when the road was mine And the path was lined with sparks Now I'm just lookin for a place where I can fall apart It's in the air the scent of despair Nobody wants to talk about it We're all scared we're gonna lose our share of the dream Can't live without it My clothes are funky I'm a sugar junkie I'm a promo monkey in a cage I lunge for the carrot repeat like a parrot Til I step out onto the stage The lights go down and I see your faces Shinin through the dark And I'm just lookin for a place where I can fall apart Oh can I let my guard down tonight? Is it safe enough to fall apart?