[Verse 1: Elijah Wiggins] I feel a lot of the heat All this rain on my head man I'm better off dead Man better off with my thoughts and some headphones Playing Andy Mineo bumpin' "Formally Known" That's so proper Pa** a Chevron and stop to get a doctor Keep me in a 'Zona Few people that I know really wanna Chill with the kid and get him high now I'm just trying to get by now This school life is a mess Barely have the care to pa** a test The longer that I'm here I'm only giving less Boy that's real I ain't really have a teacher that I feel Could teach me much I knew a few girls on the bus that could teach me lust if I listen And I'm trying to hustle with these beats and such Me and my parents ain't really speaking much So the music is how I keep in touch with my feelings I just really hope I reach the millions What I need this little schooling for A lot of its bore A lot is nothing more than a popularity contest It's all non sense The way these kids act like its Life and d**h but neglect where there mind is Astrology ain't a science But we reading stars Scared to face where we are Treat this walk like a bar [Hook: Elijah Wiggins] She said she never wants me to leave I told her that I ought to just go She told me all I need was tree Then I could feel her soul (light it up) I told her that I need some peace She told me that it's easy to find Just follow me down to the gray And baby I can ease your mind (let me ease your mind) [Verse 2: Elijah Wiggins] I've grown up I've grown up with all this pa**ion Because no one is understanding Live life for just the moment These t-line kids know the saying My cla** is so close knit I don't know if I'll be in And what's worst is if I give All of me then I lose myself To all these kids who just play with all their goals The weed is just the devil who offered them a whole New perspective on life all they have to do is sell their soul And they don't get it They swear they're living But what's worst is I tend to agree I mean I started talking like them intentionally And interestingly enough I'm fallin' for some traps they set up I guess I'll go big or go bust I know the bible says my feelings I shouldn't trust Because they might lead me astray Well they're gonna lead me today Why I got all these feelings man just leave me to play Because computer screens really might be the d**h of me And Kendrick got me tempted by the recipe Really want the weather s** and the weed Really wanna forget the world around me All of these gray skies get to me I don't want the sympathy I just want to feel alive again I'm tired of this playing this long game of pretend [Hook: Elijah Wiggins] I said i never want to leave She told me that I never should go just go She told me all I need was tree Then I could feel her soul (light it up) I told her that I need some peace She told me that it's easy to find Just follow me down to the gray And baby I can ease your mind