Elijah Blake - Don't I Deserve lyrics

She been smoking more these days Kinda crazy cause, when I met her, she was more like a health case Really into fitness, taking care of business A degree in communication, but we always miscommunicated We'll be in the same room, but in two different places Loving you is easy if we both had the patience but right now is just bad timing I've got someone who needs me and to call off this engagement would just ruin another life You pushing, yeah you pushing me to make a decision She says, I know, you've got someone who loves you She's probably crazy for you, but don't I deserve? She said, I know, yeah I know all about her But I put in all these hours But don't I deserve you? And know you wanna call me Try and making me feel bad Oh not that I know better I gotta do better And I ain't gonna come back Even though you deserve it I don't mean to rain on your parade But these clouds are turning twelve shades of grey We were never meant to [?] these days Let's be honest, even if I said yes Your paranoia will just ruin your happiness, and then you'd love me less Round and round with me we're back at one Ain't you tired of starting over? Loving you is easy if we both had the patience but right now is just bad timing I've got someone who needs me and to call off this engagement would just ruin another life You pushing, yeah you pushing me to make a decision She says, I know, you've got someone who loves you She's probably crazy for you, but don't I deserve? She said, I know, yeah I know all about her But I put in all these hours But don't I deserve you? And know you wanna call me Try and making me feel bad Oh not that I know better I gotta do better And I ain't gonna come back Even though you deserve it Baby, so you been smoking more these days It's kinda crazy cause, when I think about it, I made you that way I made you that way