Eli Myles - Repetition lyrics

[Skit] So to see my son sit in his room And everything and be anti-social Then that's just, thats well you know just his time But you know you can't talk to me about why You know I told you I told them people what was wrong with me You know and I wanted help But you don't want none though You different, I don't understand [Intro] Yeah 15x [Verse 1] I, just been keeping it low in my location Sorry I ain't got enough dough for your donation Black or white these b**hes resemble like dalmatians My n***a going pro not the league just probation And I would piss for him but sh** I been high too This a poem while I'm stoned the meaning of haiku Ight cool, I'll hit you later that's better than never Yes I do, marry this b**h called life forever Never divorcing my lady even when she get crazy I been creeping with her cousin sleep, I know I get lazy I cuddled with her sister d**h, she undressed me but then I left, almost slipped up That was a close call from the lord and I picked up "hey how you doing" In goes that Hennessy fluid, ok now I'm influenced you ready, let's do it, I'm out here Nothing but no beliefs in these streets, just doubt here But never a drought here n***as get wet up and set up, you in then you out here that simple And d**h ain't always physical fam sometimes it's mental Smoke and liquor to cope with us, that good healing, that good feeling, that "I ain't doing sh**, just chillin" Respect my repetition this is everyday I see these b**hes hit they knees but they don't ever pray n***as stopping by momma house but they don't ever stay I just hope that I know the bodyguard at heavens gates I hope he love me [Hook] Tell me lord do you love me I need to know do you love me right now I need to know before I go right now I need to know do you love me Do you love me (x2) [Verse 2] Now tell me, where the blessings for that boy on the block, tell me I take a shot for my n***a who took a shot to his head, and lost his life so why it feel like I'm dead The stress of life just make me wish I caught the bullet instead The jealous backup receiver who getting lost in the route Still trying to figure it out cause dog my figures is down and my pockets hurting I broke my checking & savings, out for the season Now I'm sitting on the bench while you ball on the weekend And mama say I'm going through it for a reason but how, a mothef**er got reasonable doubt I need money mama and I need it now You see me breaking up this weed, my n***a breaking down You told me that your son will shine but mama I see a cloud and it's raining on me, all this pain is on me Swear the devil been gaining on me, I been more than lonely Ain't been f**ing with none the homies, yo this sh** is ugly It got me looking to the sky like how could you love me I thought you loved me [Hook]