ELHIXIR - Not ok but its ok lyrics

I found peace n' comfort in sharing our existence, I found satisfaction just knowing you were listening, I found something special I tried to make it last, Yet my head hurt me It pushed into the past, I tried to plead my sorry but i can not express.. The way this got me feeling I had to just digress. I don't wanna be here no more I'm trapped my head I'm trapped in my thoughts I just wanna be free I wont have to run away I wont have to see your face I wont have to lead astray I wont have to find my place I wont have to feel your skin I wont have a life to live I wont have to be afraid I don't need to be okay Everything seems to go fast yet here I am still in the past trying to find just something more than what I had with you before.