All I am fiction incarnate, anchored songs from a womb or lair All I hate Britain and structure, fiscal goals for a house to share Of the grain and land I'll never have, I'll be caught in another man's house, though I'll spend my life in prison I'm the best I'll ever get You'll wait and write me letters, I'll reply to every one, you'll feel good about being loyal But I'm the best you'll ever have Thoughts will crack my skull, so I lay to sleep through weather, I'll toil away There's no ship of change, so I lay to sleep through weather, I'll never be home Thoughts will crack my skull as I dig my fingers into the breach for nothing, I'll toil away There's no ship of change, so I lay to sleep through weather, I'll never be home I'll toil away I'll be held never, so lay and moan I'll be drained lifeless, and lay and moan In my head I'll never let you go, bullsh** chivalry, extinction is okay to bare I'll write with my liver, hamstrung literature, explaining my ruin There's a reason why I drink, there's a reason why I'll die here singing along to comfortless verses and smashing gla**es of wine to prove my point There's a reason why I stole, there's a reason for as long as I can remember, I've wanted to k** myself to prove a point I'll be held never, so lay and moan I'll be drained lifeless, and lay and moan In my head I'll never let you go, bullsh** chivalry, extinction is okay to bare I'll write with my liver, hamstrung literature, explaining my ruin There's a reason why I drink, there's a reason why I'll die here singing along to comfortless verses and smashing gla**es of wine to prove my point There's a reason why I stole, there's a reason for as long as I can remember, I've wanted to k** myself to prove a point There's a reason why I stole, there's a reason for as long as I can remember, I've wanted the world to know me alive through d**h