Elemental Zazen - Silence of the Now lyrics

I'm a socialist vocalist Focused on roping the hopeless in Floating on oceans of broken omens alone again Holding a rose in a fist closed, devotion thin Know when a storm is approaching Coping emotions win Everything's tragic when life's a habit And your an addict Consumed by shallow and lavish Steady missing the magic The disillusionment systematic, drastic & rapid You can't hide the bruises Excuses under the mattress Lose it the fastest find shelter in the medication Unconscious waiting for the doctor to stop operating Rocking a pocket full of caution for the cost inflation Flossing and faking with a cross Displayed atop your hating Escaping on a cloud shrouded in false vows Here to save the world with the dao Before forgetting how Another face in the crowd in the race against loud Silence violence of the now- the final bow Money, d**, lies, s** Greed, lust, murder, stress Fear, hate, pain, neglect Guilt, agony, fame, d**h Nod your head like the walking dead High on meds die on beds made of Zion's threads It won't change until we spy on feds So f** a bye-gone the sky gone cause Mayan's lead Us to the future with a calendar of dates & fates Intertwined like the church and the state With a merciless taste Our blank slates turn to virtue less traits Conditioned in the mind by hurtful debates Between our mom and her mates Or between our father and whoever he dates And we're left to second guess ourselves Until it's too late Nobody tells us what compels us is shell that relates We crawl inside with our pride and rebel till we hate Blaming the world for what we feel words concealed So deep within our skin, we'll never begin to reveal Instead we grin around our friends And pretend that we heal Until as men we're apprehensive and don't know when to be real And that's real