Element - Catalyst lyrics

[Chorus: Element] This is what we gonna go through There just ain't no way to miss We both keep getting just mad as sh** Point your fingers girl I just don't care We keep on getting explosive Then argue who's the catalyst [Verse 1: Element] Look I'm really sick of getting livid And my mission's to be living committed Not intermittent but we keep on getting So pissed and it's fixed in a minute But the inflections that we rip In our skin are solely submissive We sitting here and submitting To sh** as big as a sliver Without us thinking to pick it We bringing it farther in and it's Making us independent We drifting and it's so sickening That it could be prevented If we could give a percentage Or even a f**in' try We always try to never see eye to eye But never once try to find Any peace with you and I We only find peace at night When we're searching in the bed and I'm looking between your thighs And I'm the wrong, yes, but b**h you ain't flawless You be tryna contest and put words outta context And I'm sorry to be saying but I'ma be honest I don't see you ever holding my hand for the long stretch [Chorus] [Verse 2: Element] Now what the hell did I do wrong? Baby girl, now why you going putting them shoes on? Can't we talk about this without breaking our true bond? No baby listen we've done been together for too long To fight like this Now listen to me this ain't history You be Mrs. I'll be Mr. Sincerity Sincerely I'm wondering now if you're even hearing me But even if we fighting I love you so f**ing dearly I'd die without you Literally It's putting fear into me That I'm gonna steer from my sleep And you ain't here with me and now I think it's seriously A f**ing option and a problem's what's appearing to me I don't really know just what your mind's adhering to see When I be on the ground crying sitting here on my knees Pleading for us both to stop confronting furiously Cuz you're the best thing in my life, girl, empirically And now you gone Goddamn it now you gone I thought I'd have a bit of sense left my sense left The stress levels went to apex in seconds I'm searching through the rubble tryna salvage the remnants I guess this is what feels like to be less than Nothing [Chorus] [Verse 3: Element] I'm sorry for everything Sorry for always saying that I would've done anything I knew you didn't want it but I'd force it with heavy strength I knew you can't refuse and that's f**ed of me, anyways I'm writing this letter to let you know I'm better But it don't mean a single cent for me if I got no center I'm centered On how I couldn't weather the weather you were my sweater in my summertime endeavor Whatever the hell the problem was I can tell you where the cause was from And I can tell you we were not in love You'd bottle up my anger when the bottle's bottom's up And I can't f**ing live with myself and it's all because It's either d**h or back into a bottle again And we both know this last year I caught up some sense I'm not hurting nobody else put this Glock to my chin I hate myself so much I wish that I could co*k it again (Gunshot)