Element Eighty - War lyrics

This is not me now Can you tell me What am i becoming? What am i doing to my self? This is not me now Can you tell me why i'm self destructing? How can i live with all this? And i am breaking to pieces How long will i lose this war I can't take much more I am losing now Will you help me? How can i explain this? How can i justify myself? I am losing now Will you help me? Cause i can't remember All that i've lived with for so long I am breaking to pieces How long will i lose this war No i can't take much more This is not me now Can you tell me what am i becoming? What am i doing to myself? What am i doing to myself? I'm self-destructing I am breaking to pieces How long will i lose this war I can't take much more Breaking to pieces How long will i lose this war Now i can't take much more And i am breaking to pieces How long will i lose this war I can't take much more