I know that I f**ed up I'm sorry You should know the truth I used all My life up Thinking how To end all this pain If I had one more chance I would do it again But I'd be here to stay I wouldn't give it away I would've put down the knife I wouldn't drain out my life In this d**h I can see Just how much you mean to me The last moment of life I know I don't want to die But now it's too late for me In d**h I finally see Goodbye... Things went well that night I said something right You saw the best in me A view I could not see Then that fateful night The pain I could not hide I had to be set free From this life's misery