Eldest 11 - Plastic lyrics

In the fog, I can't see much of anything. I operate day to day like I'm dead. but I got these faint feelings in my head, like your there. Maybe you missed something I said. (What's love?) So what's this love? Is it inbred? Or is it something you earn like street cred? I've spent my years paying dues, Being fed all these stupid rules. From every persons f**ing point of view. Nothing's true, but the glue that I use to dip my wounds into.. NOW, my skin is HARD and COLD. A superficial yellow mold. That I CONTROL. I'm PLASTIC inside... I won't ever be the afraid. (I CONTROL) I'm PLASTIC inside. Synthetically made! (I CONTROL) I'm PLASTIC inside. I won't ever be the afraid. (I CONTROL) I'm PLASTIC inside. (and I'm PLASTIC inside) So I ripped it away...... These days I open my eyes but there's no light. I keep reaching for the son, only to find, I'm not a chosen one. I saw a girl with pretty eyes, but I know deep inside, they're all hollow lies. Just like FRIENDS. (fu*k THEM) They like to suffocate with time. Pretend to love you to the end and turn you out. but ALL I NEED IS GLUE. To DIP MY WOUNDS INTO. NOW. My skin is HARD and COLD. A superficial yellow mold. That I CONTROL. I'm PLASTIC inside... I won't ever be the afraid. (I CONTROL) I'm PLASTIC inside. Synthetically made! (I CONTROL) I'm PLASTIC inside. I won't ever be the afraid. (I CONTROL) I'm PLASTIC inside. (and I'm PLASTIC inside) So I ripped it away...... Plastic. (my skin was fragile) Plastic. (absorbing all the stains) WELL I'M PLASTIC! (my skin was fragile) I'M PLASTIC! Now it's COLD, HARD AND NUMBBBBBBBBBB!!!!