Eldest 11 - Junkie lyrics

They tell me I need rehab, but you're not really a friend. You just criticize every step I give, but it's ok... You don't understand the way I escape. I NEED to feel sick. I NEED to fall in LOVE. I NEED to waste my days.... For me to live.... Gotta love the d**, they make me feel so numb. Love the d**, the way they make me feel I'm loved. Gotta love the d**... (I'm not so uptight too get high when I need, a fix) They make me feel so numb. Love the d**, they make me feel so numb. (What I would do to you....) So I hide in the deep.... Where people won't talk sh** and f**ing love is cheap. My blood soaks into the waters... Little lies, stop f**ing with me! I NEED to feel sick (I love to be sick). I NEED to fall in LOVE. (I love to be sick) I NEED to waste my days.... For me to live.... Gotta love the d**, they make me feel so numb. Love the d**, the way they make me feel I'm loved. Gotta love the d**... (I'm not so uptight too get high when I need, a fix) They make me feel so numb. Love the d**, they make me feel so numb. (What I would do to you....) Gotta get a fix, gotta get a fix.... Put it in my blood. Nothing makes sense. Nothing makes sense. Gotta love the d**, they make me feel so numb. Love the d**, the way they make me feel I'm loved. Gotta love the d**... (I'm not so uptight too get high when I need, a fix) They make me feel so numb. Love the d**, they make me feel so numb. (What I would do to you....)