El Rey de Sol - Butterflies & Headaches lyrics

13. bu*terflies and Headaches (JLynn) Pulling away from commitment, enjoyment ain't likely A cry for my help, said this mindset is frightening The wrong investment is embarra**ing to find a paralyzed rhyme My time is all I have and when I spend it on a rap The lack of listeners builds a plan to escape confinement Liberation at its greatest, if I advise complete arrangements to erase Hesitation. If it ain't today I'm taking to long, but its all a ticking time bomb Better of involved with a logical plot to lock in all I got to knock your head off your neck Fully armed with a boom box, rocking positive messages Live and direct, arise to impress Apathetic to the judgment Cultivate a plan of action with the sum of success (XXXIX EP Skit: Maxx 39 and JLynn) (Maxx 39) Mental nourishment was what I was in search of Lost peace with depression, but gained peace with inertia Didn't ask for anything that was poured upon my plate Justifying the purpose of how easily I can break Like an empty gas tank I was filled to the tee with hate Reflecting on my action's overthinking every mistake I was born to be attacked, scorned to be exact Torn between the cracks, it formed me in a trap A daily smile was only a facade upon my state of mind Couldn't pave a line on a way to find happiness Evil thoughts crowded my conscience and my soul Jumped off the bridge of pain didn't walk take the toll But it was handed to me, so who am I to complain? If I'm deemed insane, it doesn't matter, I'll keep writing When the night comes I become quite numb with motivation A strong tree only grows with patients, they don't noticed hating And since my soul was vacant I needed tenets Grab a piece of paper, let me breath a sentence, maybe lead a message I breed to cee independence and release from stressing become a beast with blessings manifest a succeeding presents Let those whom cast stones allow me not to throw them back Only show em' that I got strong when they broke my back It happens to everyone, as it happens to be Those reactions and teases only depended on me-for such greed Did I have a want or did I have a need? All I know is I want to spit till I could grasp upon the sleeves Of the greatest ever, capture the treasure of an Emcee With maybe someone like ME who's pa**ion just might agree! (JLynn) Take a breath, don't be so hard Runaway from the doubt, and loosen up your guard (The Sun King) And I know that, I am capable I can escape from the fear that I grasp The tears in my past are gapping through my mind into something I know can't last (JLynn) Are you willing to be free and unwind? (The Sun King) I am willing to release, and find a way (Maxx 39) I am product of reflections I cast Comparisons crash to brash notions, I have to focus closely at the moment be remote to the task