Ektomorf - The Cross lyrics

This is my cross And I can't change it this is mine I got the strength To live with All my mistakes and demons I try so hard to refuse and avoid The chance to fall I hate this now my weakness It takes me to the edge It's multiplies in my blood I can't control it anymore Control it anymore I - I stay alive I will be stronger Bring me torture I - I stay alive When I bare the cross I - I stay alive I will be stronger Bring me torture I - I stay alive When I bare the cross My cross I take it back This is mine and I won't sacrifice All my life for something to someone Who lives on lies I have my cross to bear to bear through my life This is the dark the unknown the curse I have inside It's multiplies in my blood I can't control it anymore Control it anymore I - I stay alive I will be stronger Bring me torture I - I stay alive When I bare the cross I - I stay alive I will be stronger Bring me torture I - I stay alive When I bare the cross My cross Sweet darkness Temptation I can't refuse The cross Can't you realize it? that I'm suffocating from you You made my life a f**ing hell!!!"