[Verse 1] I used to think that being abnormal was just a f**ing curse And convinced myself there was nothing worse I guess because I had friends who thought I was weird I had my own drive, but they weren't gracious enough to let me steer I dealt by laying in my bed and shedding tears All of this bullsh** went on for about seven years I could've spoke, but my voice was like Tevin Campbell's These animals just ignored me and formed a clique, and wouldn't let me near These damn animals damaged me, they ain't even know it Or maybe they did, now that I think about it But anyway, it's situations like that that caused me to become more stoic So I was given a gift and it fit me to bestow it "Well, did they finally accept you?" You'd think so, but no It's a damn shame, they still shun me and think I don't know it But this is my moment, and they're stuck in the past So if they have a problem, then out their a**hole's where they can blow it! [Verse 2] I used to think I had bad luck, but it never got to me though Feeling like Dirk at free throw Until I stepped in a pile of dog sh** and got bit by a bunch of dumb mosquitos Then sat next to them girls, who looked at me like "Please go" Of course, I'm pretty sure even if I didn't step in manure, they'd still be looking at me like I look at who*es With the "Something stinks" face Cause they think they are better than me? b**h please, I am at least great At least fate has been sealed for me I'm destined to be a rapper, the Mad Hatter of all of Dallas While you're in your parents basement at night with your who*e friends Having oral s** Giving herpes to all your boyfriends "What'd you say to me?" Oh b**h I know you heard me "This person's words are so inadvertent and hurting They hit me like Tyler Durden How dare you use these words just to hurt me? Side note: How the f** did he know that I had herpes?" "What? You've got herpes?!" [Verse 3] Fast-forward four more years in the near future I'm sixteen with big dreams, but my fear's super They say my time is near Oh, could it be finally here? Finally, it's about damn time I got my time to steer Because when I was twelve, n***as weren't tryna hear Now they show me love You want love? You won't find it here But I was sixteen, technically still a teen So I gave them all love, not knowing I was naive though But who the f** would you believe if you had people saying they were your friends? Though it was a bunch of fecal matter But my dreams were never shattered It seems that these things weren't enough to throw me off the ladder Excuse me if it sounds like I'm just mad, boo But they can f** theirselves in the can with a piece of bamboo for all I care Kick rocks while wearing sandals And sit back and watch what this crazy f**er can do [Break] Like, I'm really crazy I wasn't lying about that sh** I'm really f**ing crazy [Verse 4] I think the straps on my straitjacket just came aloose And I'll attack, so get back if it's all the same to you Cause I'm insane, there's not f**ing brain in my cranium My emotions are scarce, and my f**ing heart is titanium And at my age, it's too difficult to fight this Cause I know that it'll fight back And I don't like that And I might have to adjust if one day I end up changing to something better But I refuse to rap like everybody just for cheddar Cause I don't pack no Mac's I pack snacks in the back of a Cadillac With a fat broad eating the fat off the Popeye's chicken I just got from the drive-thru While I'm looking for a secluded alley we can drive to King Scott, the misogynistic maniac Cause I don't f** with these b**h rappers, I ain't just saying that Maybe I'm an emotionless ba*tard, who thinks that nothing matters Or I'm just a kid who listened to too much Marshall Mathers