Eighteen Visions - I Let Go lyrics

could you, maybe, stop this from happening? I know it hurts but you don't have to walk away. I don't know why I want to stop myself from feeling low. I don't know why lies know my name and lies I show. I don't know why I want to stop myself from feeling low. I don't know why I even try. I can't be that way when my life looks this grey so I let go. I've got to leave it alone this time or I'll wallow in my mind. I've got to leave it alone: I can't be that way when my life looks this grey so I let go. I don't understand why clouds sit on my head. it looks like rain. I feel shame.