Effy Nephrine - Eastern Horizon lyrics

When it gets too dark I pretend to close my eyes Perhaps there's peace in knowing That it's all in my mind All this time If i meet god come sunrise I'd tell them my whole life They'd listen so intently like they heard this for the first time I know you now me better Despite how much i lie I'm sorry i lie All this time I am travelling by water To the eastern horizon Only making important stops on my way Maybe by morning I'll be whеre i need to go By then i'm human enough to find out what еveryone knows That i don't Why am i the only one who doesn't have it figured out yet I'm the only one who doesn't have it figured out yet I'm doing the most to mask the fact that i am helpless Sometimes i feel like everyone around me sees right through it I'm doing the most to mask the fact that i am selfish Sometimes i feel like everyone around me sees right through it {outro} Today i offer skin and bone Tomorrow, body and blood Prison cell i grew up with An old friend i forgot I forgot I forgot I keep forgetting I forgot An old friend i forgot