Ednaswap - Claustrophobic lyrics

Down where the water's under me I'll fix it there So many times I've tried to be clear Nut it's right in front of me In a neat row The many things I'm not wanting to know With everything so incomplete Nothing between head and feet I know it's hard to conceive Another disappointment A fly in the ointment I feel the breath catching in my throat Why is it all the places I'm not wanted Are the only places I want to go? My memory runs away from me In a clean break Til all the things I've loved I've come to hate With everyone so insincere Nothing is as it appears I know it's a hard thing not to hear Another disappointment A fly in the ointment I feel as if I'm gonna choke Why is it all the places I'm not wanted Are the only places I seem to want to go Another disappointment A fly in the ointment I feel the breath catching in my throat Why is it all the places I'm not wanted Are the only places I want to go?