[Verse 1] Seeing you was so bittersweet I almost died my heart jumped but my head kept screaming: why? and I almost thought that I could change the past and I almost, but that never really lasts oh and I'm shot [Bridge] oh baby I'm shot but I'm not whatever you wanted forever just wanting you [Chorus] and I hope you notice and could come around 'cause I always blow it and run it into the ground and silence keeps me frozen and you won't make a sound so I hope you notice screaming man down - [Verse 2] and I'll only say this one time your headlines won't get none of my time yeah I'm lying 'cause I still can't find out why I'm so divided replay those few days over somehow I'll find it somewhere in your words when you leant on my shoulder I might act distant but I swear that its not over i dont want to hear it but I gotta know, yeah I just gotta know is there a reason, do you care if I'm still breathing or am I insane? for thinking we could've made it oh baby we could've made it [Bridge] oh baby I'm shot but I'm not whatever you wanted forever just wanting you [Verse 3] but you'll never know it 'cause I'm just way too proud hide behind my ego block the whole world out and these words they don't come easy and they don't come loud so you'll never know it screaming man down [Outro] I just saw God I just saw God outside the liquor store He told me I was lost lost.