Eden (the Eden Project) - And lyrics

This is just another sad song I can't deny that I've been needing one And that the world is always at fault And we did nothing, how did we do wrong And I've been thinking that when we thought The world would break us out we weren't wrong But it's just never been the world outside And sonder kind of has me terrified And I'm so sorry I can't find the time Spend all my days over-preoccupied And I've been thinkin' 'bout how I'd react If you were me and I was ghosted out And I know I should try more But I've been so caught in my own small sh** that I can't see Past the nothing around me But I've been trying really f**in' hard not to try so hard Really f**in' hard just to let go Really f**in' hard not to try so hard Realize I've nowhere left to go