Eddie Vanz - Heavy lyrics

​ [Hook]: 1. This sh** so heavy . Ain't seen my momma in days I'm outchea just catching my plays 2. Just thoughts of me throwing myself in my work thinking this gotta work be affecting my ways 3. And now the sh** heavy. Trine not to sleep on my dreams. Forgetting what memories mean 4. How lessons get learned when the dollars get earned. And the problems return with out all of your schemes 5. And then sh** get heavy. And then sh** get heavy 6. And then sh** get heavy. And then sh** get heavy 7. But sh** been so heavy. I'm just Tryna be the man momma wanna see 8. But now I can see for myself man I just might need help I remember her warning me Verse [Rae DoubleR]: 1. Feeling so alone the word alive is oh so deprived in my state of mind 2. Back at it with a vengeance couldn't help but think about what's on my plate this time 3. Time gone heal and the time gone k**. I could've left this right? But I stayed around 4. Got some folk from round me. it's RaeBandz again. Only difference is I'm off papers now 5. But f** the law get the paper now. A college n***a gottem saying how 6. I was broke before I started breaking down. Now I'm broken I can only thank me now 7. Cause a real man own up to it. If you realler you just won't do it 8. All da time is for da execution. Don't insert excuses if you going through it 9. I had move my lil weight for da money. I had moved my own way I ain't fronting 10. They just choose to rap bout what he fronting. They just don't know the cost paying nothing 11. But it cost to pay to be da sh**. Took a lost today can't pay da rent 12. Get it all today and gettit sent. Till I'm pulling off in ranges wit da tent 13. I had lost respect for a lotta n***as. A lotta people ain't grow with me 14. Used to count on em but now dey see me thinking they could really count mo with me. H 15. And by this time in the verse you would hear something real then a real rap 16. You might not rock widdit cool. At least a youngin know dey can't steal that. Real. Rap [Hook] Verse [Eddie Vanz]: ​ 1. When that weight up on your chest is you gon bench press 2. You took two steps back but are you moving forward 10 steps 3. We all got a dream but how much work is you gon invest 4. You gon need your dough gon need your guap gon need your interest yea yea yea 5. This is for the newborns wit shoe horns can't put their own shoe on they chew on a binky and choke on the doubt 6. Think they too grown but live off perception they pray for a handout while we went without 7. The walls start closing in and the saints go marching and it ain't no love within and your 8. Dreams don't support your ends and it get hard to distinguish friends that's when your faith break down... 9. This is something you ain't really used to you become a dog in this world without a blues clue 10. Dr. Seuss too cuz you can't even tell who's who, burning every bridge bad blooding like you suwoo 11. Now you penny pitchin You a burden blaming everything on everyone who don't deserve it 12. I can paint this picture very vivid cuz I been there boy lived it I was looking for a way out but couldn't afford a ticket 13. I was lost in the sauce lost in realm of it all my blessings won't tryna break even 14. Questioned my purpose thoughts of me leaving this earth till god told me just keep believing 15. I go for certain, thoughts of me failing I curve em, Don't need a word from the deacon 16. I know I'm worthy, my life was written in cursive, that's why it's so hard read me yea