The more that I write the more she forgets the love Attention can't be spent in both places at once Even right now I know she's getting furious A dark cumulous cloud because both are getting serious I picked up the pen before she got picked up and She probably thought that I could put it down like what, but It's the crutch that's got my life stable Keeps the blood flowing through my veins like an I.V. cable Maybe I could give it a shot and put rap to rest I've been stressed, mixed and matched with the fact I'm depressed "C'mon honey you cant be an emcee forever" But I'm not ready to quit, I'm ready for the next endeavor And I'm not trying to meet just to have s** together Trying to work it all out so we can last forever So stick around, I promise it can only get better And I admit I should've told her this the day that I met her [Chorus] So please honey come follow me I want to show you what I got inside of me I thought I told you but I obviously Forgot to introduce to E-double D I E It's ironic how I used time to write rhymes about you When I claimed I didn't have time to talk or go out too I had a mouthful of rhymes I couldn't spit fast enough Plus you hate when I rap when were together but that's just tough (SE) I speak in rhymes at inconvenient times And add a little flow so you know that its mine So you can take it or leave it I know you hate to believe it But this is me Ed Garrett, a package deal That's joined the actors guild others perform but they aint coming half this real So if you wanna stop me I aint worried bout the profits Got a lot of other means to get currency in my pocket But what I am worried about is letting myself down I've come way to far to end it all now So I'm not ready to quit my disc just started spinning But I know I should've told her all this in the beginning [Chorus] And I gotta give credit where credit is due You put up with some sick a** rhymes unedited to boot For a while I couldn't spit a clean rhyme without offending Talking bout f**ing girls and all different types of woman And I understand you didn't want to listen but my mission now Is to paint my life with hopes to reach a different crowd And I cant tell you when I'll quit cause see I don't know yet But I'm not ready for the towel right when I got my flows wet I got a taste of the fame and of course I stayed the same This is a part time thing to help get thoughts off my brain I've been going crazy lately with the stresses that I'm facing Work, rap, and undergraduate graduation And next year for grad school with the scores on a placement So I'm really looking forward to an applause in amazement Now it's time to leave I'm through with contemplation But I should've told her all this in our first conversation