Eddie Caine - (The Mourning After) Heartache lyrics

[Verse 1: Eddie Caine] It seems my heartache amuses the Muses My music's a museum of Mona Lisa's All painted with brushes coated in Nas Ether So with this one mic I write my wrongs Not to ask for amends & to right my wrongs Just to cite what's gone, they so strong with those scars That's why they Autobots & resemble fleeing cars I know the charge so this is where the lessons starts Regret it all so it's “The End” question mark Her love's my shepherd but how can I be nurtured? When truly I'm the lion that David slayed & murdered That's unheard of I'm on both ends of the gun Trying to nurse my wounds & curse what's been done I run to the cliff hanging on every word Never thought I'd reminisce on the arguments over birds God heard me wish on a star in Natalie's Knight Wanted white horse & armor to make everything right Like you should of had my baby but the morning after I sent you to get the morning after.. This the mourning after The conclusion brief look at the chapters I'm just staring at my past with a view from the rafters And it Stings swear the view from here is perfect Starting to realize none of it was worth it... [Verse 2: Eddie Caine] She had me at hello & then she said goodbye So now I'm kissing every girl I meet trying to chase my 1st Hi My eyes red from the contact I'm up crying Who am I to shed tears I shouldn't of been lying Been trying to find a replacement but face it these chick basic And on Earth you rarely encounter greatness So pardon me if my face ain't dry my voice crack a little bit Her last track this is it See you the 1st that told me I could make it but when I do I fear the fact that this broken heart wil be minuscule The truth is I always mention you to new chicks Even when the black card gray scratched from usage Elusive I swear I'm trying to avoid her since it's a void her absence left Gasp for breath See nothing look past my chest it's been years & I still ain't grasp it yet A woman's threat You really start to feel it when she fed up We fought we argue you meant what you said but, but, but, but.. I thought it all blow over Left no stone unturned nor weapon in the holster The winter gets colder hurt people hurt people I just wish I could YouTube a trailer to our sequel I remember the times spitting my early rhymes You was my biggest critic you told me they were fine I'm obsessed depressed coloring outside the lines I'm going half crazy wishing you still were mine.. Guess I just miss before pissed cause a n***a swore I wouldn't be New York if I had a Chance But now we walk past each other not a 2nd glance Yet in my mind we kissing & we holding hands Remember all our plans late night naming kids? Guess this what happens when you neglect your Adam's rib I did.. & Kanye she ain't heartless just nowadays she be thinking with her heart less She mine but her mind plagued with conflict diamonds Sierra Leone hear plots of tribesmen I want Jesus pieces but finding Jesus peace is Hard when your only true strength is a weakness Feeling like 7 days since you last left I'm on my last leg, last day last breath God bless.. Damn it I should of did right I call your kiss the ghost story at midnight Swore I wouldn't end up writing a "Dear Angie" Its the only way I deal with the fact she can't stand me 1 song about a girl turns to 2 then 3 Next thing you know every other word is she As the thing in my chest moves thinking of chess moves.. F3 E5 G even the best lose That's what happens when you can't protect your Queen a fool's mate Should of ended us with 2 dates.. But it was you that told me it was over.. the heartache.. the closure..