ED - Leopard's Skin (Prod. By Lusine) lyrics

(Verse 1) People don't connect with me Cuz these songs are my healing In each verse I'm expressing my sentiments How can you understand what I mean when you don't know me? In addition to this I'm not your average teen I don't party, I don't smoke, I don't drink If a couple hits can make me elite Then you better hope I loiter in straight edge society I'm the monkey in the middle being bullied I'm going towards red rover but I'm not coming over I don't give in to peer pressure Cuz if I did I'd write about getting drunk or pa**ing joints to eva-nesce my uncharted thoughts Maybe I'm not as special as I think I receive multiple KO's but I forgo to leave the ring The consideration of giving up isn't something I believe Modifying who I am will vitiate my dignity Can you empathize when you despise the body in which you were given? The only reason to be ambitious is so you don't fall into the abysses Wishing the positions could be shifted A picture is worth a thousand words but the bags under my eyes say a million Slap on a filter and see the perception of yourself alter Having no desire to communicate cuz nobody can decipher your roars (Chorus)2x There's not many people like me I'm unique and I'll tell myself that til the day I see Somebody who has the same fingerprints I'm a leopard and I can't change my skin (Verse 2) I'm just like everyone These scars, stretch marks and blemishes don't make up my natural image Perfection is a privilege Since when was reviewing your reflection the day you see a repugnant presence? Digits on the scale make you put your tail between your legs Each step you take has an imprint of your DNA Every lonely road was once enclosed by you Every person who evacuated suddenly enters Your face is your best defense mechanism Your smile is the symbolism of the realism I recognize the oppression in your eyes You ceded too quick You continue construing the cracks that you can't interpret The problem isn't you It's internal These lurid torments won't be eternal but suss you have to k** the clam to get the pearl You're beautiful but when someone tells you otherwise You will never know how painful it is The rejections compile and you break down into a pool of self loathing Holding onto the only piece of hope And that's yourself In moments when you can't hold your own you decide to pull the sword from the stone For aspiration People gander at you like an animal Well You're a majestic leopard Can't change your skin but you can accept it (Verse 3) People ignore the concrete details They drive into your skull with their drills I want to invoke all the things you wanna evoke Revoke them till you provoke and say the words Don't atone for being overly overt Be glad that part of your life is over The covert words roll off the tongue You no longer have to bite it Deject everyone who's a sadist Return to the healthy shape and drain the hatred The drain is clogged from the re-uptake The complications can't be corresponded The pain became second nature You've become unresponsive Negativity tolerance is nonexistent Evil forms from their cores and awaits its target to emotionally murder It's laborious to get back onto shore when someone is grabbing you from under I need a counselor to construct my life Make me see the light in the night To evince love without the spite To tell me that I'll be alright To notify me the time for fight or flight To sincerely say they love me regardless of the way I look This world would be a preferred intention if we treated everyone with respect and didn't mention imperfections to feel powerful So whether or not you want to believe it People are conceited That explains why the boomerang stabs them in back with multitude Can't escape the magnitude of attitude It's always surrounding you In public, in school, at work Even When you look into the mirror Wishing what you see would disappear Like a ghost whispering secretes When the image is crystal clear you pin point ways to point out what doesn't appear Knowin you're an emotional wreck It doesn't help that your life is a mess But that part of your life is over with That bliss that was lost when you were a kid Is back in your life again (Outro) It doesn't matter how much adipose we have The freckles, the pimples, the black heads, the color of our skin Its okay to be different Be you Don't be what people define to be as normal People will look to slaughter your mindset but it's your job to be better then them We don't know what's going on in their lives For all we know what they could be saying could be lies They just want to be whimsical and recapture their faded ego that is pointless They want to destroy us because they think they're an impeccable creature Pain has a cure but it's very difficult to obtain Arrogance will never go away But one day You'll realize this and you'll learn to live life and be content Keep up the progress and don't let anyone or anything get in the way